This is his very super uber secret blog.

This is his superhero underground HQ.

He's so damned afraid people will think he feels sorry for himself, which he does.

The real question is, will he be alone. Like abandoned. In the end. The spotlight blinds him, he can't see the world around him, he only sees his hands and they're so blown up and big and bright, and it's weird that these hands belong to him. And he can only see these hands and feel the spotlight burning against his face, and this light could be his rage, his hate, and he can only hear the people whisper around him in the darkness.

The thing is, he ain't going to beg. The thing is, he doesn't even care what the voices are saying.

This is what's called "blinded by rage".

What's the next step?

Self-destruction? Any good ideas?